I'm afraid I'm going to lose this recipe. For this reason, I decided I would take some pictures and write it down here. Directions: In a large pot on the stove top, combine the sugar, butter, milk, vanilla, and cocoa. Bring to a boil. Reduce heat to low. Add peanut butter, stir until melted. Add oats. Stir until mixed. Remove from heat and drop onto wax or parchment paper. Size of cookies will be determined by how big a spoonful is dropped. Allow to cool and harden. The ingredients Son stirring and stirring and stirring. A fast boil. Don't let it burn, though! The peanut butter has been melted. Time for oats. The dough. Cookies! Cohesive enough to not crumble!